My Thoughts...

Relationships.

So Im addicted to Scrubs. You know, that fantasticly funny TV show. And for anyone thats watched four seasons in three weeks, or just a few shows here and there, you know that the majority of the episodes are about relationships.

That being true, and the fact that the former said person who has seen four seasons in three weeks is myself, I have a legitimate reason for thinking about relationships.

And Im not talking just about romantic stuff. But Im talking about everything from romantic, to going to the graveyard to talk to a parent who has passed away.

And there are times where I wish I could explain my thoughts through TV. Because it would be so much easier to capture thoughts. But maybe just a song. Yeah, that might work.

I can't get to sleep
I think about the implications
Of diving in too deep
And possibly the complications

Especially at night
I worry over situations
I know will be alright
Perhaps it's just imagination

Day after day it reappears
Night after night my heartbeat shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away
Come back another day

Alone between the sheets
Only brings exasperation
It's time to walk the streets
Smell the desperation

At least there's pretty lights
And though there's little variation
It nullifies the night from overkill

Day after day it reappears
Night after night my heartbeat shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away
Come back another day

I can't get to sleep
I think about the implications
Of diving in too deep
And possibly the complications

Especially at night
I worry over situations
I know will be alright
It's just overkill

Day after day it reappears
Night after night my heartbeat shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away
Ghosts appear and fade away
Ghosts appear and fade away

So relationships take getting into. They take time, committment and sacrifice. And especially opening up. Giving yourself to someone. But thats where I get caught up. And where I worry over the situations and the implications and the complications. And then I cant get to sleep.

Maybe you just have to jump into it all at once and not worry about what is going to happen. And maybe sometimes you have to take off all the restraints and let what happens happen.






this post would be so much easier if it was narrated and played out through a story.....dang.